Monday, December 1, 2008
"Forced or fated" is my a title of my own story. To me, i only believe now, what's yours will eventually be yours, cause i only know that fate is the bridge to everything, joining it together. Forcing will not only hurt, but cause a deep scar to be there forever.
Why do people have the strange desire to force what they want. I don't blame them seriously, cause every human will never be satisfied and giving up so easily to something they desire so much. Its the passion that keep everyone moving on, the urge for one to helplessly jump forward continuely, even though you know obviously its a dead end ahead. It's like a spell, so addictive. Should i say that you are not yourself, or is it the real you unleashing out. Like some say, your true self will never be out, unless you are being forced out of it.
The fact that people feel that forcing is a way to make a strong statement, some like i want it means i want, a stubborn and strong firm decision to want something. Force maybe the harshest and meanest way to get something, but sometimes a bit of force is needed for that bit of effort not to be gone to the waste. Forcing can make one hate you but, you rather she hate you then not trying and regret which is pointless by then. Is it a must, to me i guess not, but this is only my own point of view. What i feel that if you are fated to know someone or even be friends, it's all predestinated already, which is something so special that you enjoys once in a lifetime. It's like a gift, so special that don't come by so easily, even with the charm of good luck.
Fate something that bring people together, from foes to friends, from friends to couples and even friends to best friends. It's like god's will and it was meant to be happening this way, its like a play, set in the stage, and everyone waiting for a happy ending. But fate is reality, and we all know reality is cruel at times. Appearing at different moments and give you surprises. Sometime things are fated to be taken away from you, in the most cruel or harshest manner, and you can be sad and depressed, but after all is over, you are still you, back at square one, only to learnt it the hard way, needless to say accepting the fact.
Fated to know someone, i cherish and appreciate everyone around me. The older i grow, i came to realise that losing is faster than gaining. I only learnt that, i might be fated and born to feel this way. People who knows me don't really know me. I don't blame them, just that i enjoy being myself now. I never will ever force anyone to do something that will not make them feel comfortable, and uneasy, instead i will choose fate to decide, whether i will continue to know that person or end it instantly. Like my love story, i don't have many like others, but to me having one and special will be a memory for me eternally.
My message is loud and clear, cherish, love, missed choose what is right force or fate, how many times can one live, we are lucky to be able to live in this cycle. Who knows what might happen to us in our next life, what will the other world be. losing it is faster than gaining, do not live to regret, live a life happily and end it without regret. I enjoy, satisfied and treasure what i have now. All i know now is, see the truth over false, rather than learning it the hard way.
My next entry title is "us and united" debut next Monday 8th December 2008.
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